Sunday, August 1, 2010


I feel so detached
    Detached from you
    Detached from this new life
    Detached from reality
    Detached because of fear
         Fear is so incapacitating
         Its icy fingers grip my heart
                    My mind
An uncompromising grip
I wish I felt differently
I wish this fear didn’t taint my thoughts
      Hinder my grieving for you
      My bonding with your sister
I’m so sorry, babies
                            But, I love you through this fear
                                                   I just hope that you feel it