Broken

I feel so broken inside

Torn into miniscule pieces

By the lack of your solidity

The barrenness of my arms

Nothing erases the pain of your loss

And day after day

I wish I could go back

        back to two years ago

      To protect myself from who I am today

Because now, it’s as if I

      see with only one eye

      breathe with only one lung

      feel with only half my heart

I am only half here

I am only half gone