Six months, cont'd

You are 6 months today (in calendar days- your birthday is April 28), and I have been trying to write you all day, but all I can do is cry. I miss you. I miss you so much that I have been pushing myself into a happier future, because otherwise the pain of your loss will drown me. I feel you miss us too and it makes me sad, but I know that you can feel us all around you. We are everything good, positive and strong. We are the oxygen in your air, the ground under your feet, the singing of the birds, the warmth of the fire and the sweetness in your birthday cake. You brought the best out in us. This will never change. Happy birthday, I love you Shiloh Jayden.

- Your Daddy