Flipped

My world has been flipped

Right side up is now upside down

So what was once a smile

Is now just a frown

Nothing good that happens

Changes the way I feel

My emotions are strongholds

The deal for me is sealed

Why did you leave me? 

We only had a short time

With you in my belly

I was in my prime

Could you feel my happiness?

My joy at every kick?

I was so gleeful gaining weight

I even relished being morning sick

Did I do something wrong?

Should I have been even more attentive?

You were supposed to come out healthy

There was so much incentive

But I know we’re good parents

I feel it in all we do

Therapy, art, websites, poems

It’s all because we miss you

I wish we didn’t have to do this

You should be here in my arms

Flirting, smiling, cooing, giggling

Showing me that Simon charm

I still dream about you everyday

Almost two years in the making

Every detail of you I vividly remember

My effort to retain is almost painstaking

Forever in my heart and mind

You’ll be ‘til the end of days

We’ll be reunited again I’m sure

After walking through life’s harsh maze

-Your Mommy misses you baby girl- kisses to the sky...